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Sini Ariell: ”I hated my body for years” Sini Ariell Bonds, 35, is a Finnish pin-up model, tattoo artist, and presenter with over 70 000 followers on Instagram. She lives currently with her husband in Australia. Pin-up model and social media star Sini Ariell Bonds, 35, has had to hear mean comments about her body for her whole life. She has never been as satisfied with her body as she is now, right at the end of pregnancy. ”The doctors said I can never have children. My baby will be born in September and I have never been as satisfied when I look in the mirror as I am now. The most beautiful part is my belly, definitely. The feeling is new, since I’ve hated my nose, forehead, thighs, love handles and backside for years. Which part I hated most about my body varied from day to day. The uncertainty was largely caused by bullying. I got silicone implants because I was called flat in junior high. In woodwork classes, boys groped me behind closed doors. I didn’t have breasts at a...

I'm in love with you. I have been waiting for you all my life. They told me we will never meet but now you are on your way. I felt you like little bubbles in my belly first. It felt like I was going to fart but nothing came out. You made me very sick thrue the whole pregnancy. I just vomited everyday. I think you knew how much I hated gym so you chose to help me lose that fat otherwise hey? Haha good job 8 kilos in 8weeks. Well it has all came back now. You made your own little unit inside my belly didn't you. First great memory of you was when I saw you on the screen of week12 ultrasound. You waved at me and I could see your profile. It felt like I could of recognised your face among million other. Your father was shocked when he heard about your coming. He never planned kids in his life. You see everyone has the right to choose what they want or don't want in their lives. Your father thought he will be better off, little that he knew that his life was going to t...

Oli ihana huomata miten moni ystävistämme tukee meidän elämää. Vauvakutsuille oli kutsuttu 68 ihmistä, joista 55 saapui. Kemut pidettiin Stuartille rakkaassa Rugby Clubin tiloissa. Leivoin karjalanpiirakoita ja korvapuusteja juhliin ja loput leivonnaiset ja herkut teki anoppi sekä naapurin rouva Jackie. Kaikki 70 karjalanpiirakkaa tuli muuten syötyä, juhlaväki todella piti niistä!   Itse olin hyvin väsynyt koko juhlien ajan, niinkuin olen tässä nyt ollut. Mun pahoinvointi tuli takaisin ja unettomat yöt sen kun vaan jatkuu levottomien jalkojeni vuoksi. Hemoglobiini ja rauta, sekä B12 oli alhaisissa lukemissa, sain määräyksen tuplata. Muuten olo on ihan ok ja kätilötapaamisessa sanottiin, että vauva voi oikein hyvin. Mun oma paino on laskenut nyt samoihin lukemiin, mitä se oli raskauden ihan alussa, vaikkakin maha on kasvanut omaa kasvuvauhtiaan. Vauvan liikkeet ja potkut tuntuu nyt jo hyvin reippaasti ja kyllä hyvin huomaa milloin hän on hereillä. Vielä ...