Happiness died inside of me
The day when a great happiness turned again to a great sorrow. I wonder how many times I have gone through this same alley. First there is happiness, a great shattering joy, bliss and freedom to fly in happiness. Then comes a fear of losing it. A fear that someone or something is going to destroy it and take it away. And then came the destruction of Happiness. Gathering the pieces and a strong belief that a positive attitude towards life carries over all the heartache and loss. It was too good to be true to be mine. And the belief that a pinch of that shattering great happiness stayed to live inside me. I have often said that happiness is an attitude and that sustaining happiness is a full-time job. Once again life surprised. I ended up pregnant again. Me, who had suffered from childlessness for 16 years, who had an answer from ivf clinic that There is not a possibility for to become a mother. Me, who divorced from a 10-year marriage appealing to this, “I love you so much tha...